flash warnings and mixed signals

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Late night subway rides,
No one around to notice your grief.
Lost interest in high tides,
Of small moments, laughing in brief.

Pretend to be trying,
But you're not even close to please.
Swimming in lost ecstasy, 
Unable to drown in salt tears.

Flash warning and mixed signals,
Yelling at you to try better.
Caution screams and siren calls,
Every night to wake up stronger.

Apologising turned underrated 
For all the disruption you caused, 
Believing turned overrated 
For all the effort never paused.

Highways leading to dead-ends,
Don't see it when your close.
Searching to make new friends,
Don't see it when they're under your nose.

Flash warnings and mixed signals,
Yelling at you to try better.
Caution screams and siren calls,
Every night to wake up stronger.

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